Will I ever...?

I shall follow suit with Sonya and post this in response to her last post, because I liked it so much. 

Will liz ever do anything constructive this year to save her life?! (And GPA) =((

Today was nice, though, at the expense of my study plan!!

We didn't have CD, so class ended at 1330. So we decided to head down to bugis to check out the Nike shop, for our FOM projekt. It was nice, cause we never went 'shopping' together before

although it wasnt actually shopping, more like bugging the sales assistants. But the guy was nice. 

After that I decided to meet paully waully, cause he was in the area

so we trotted down to Bugis street, and we looked at alot of 'auntie' style accessories. which was, blah. and I met Paul and his dad at lasalle, for he had to pay for school fees, troublesome things, after which we went to Sri Kamala vilas to eat. Sigh

I feel damn bad okay, this is like the gazillionth time Mr. Bashyam (senior) has bought food for us all (namely Paul and I, and Mirza too, sometimes) and I never even paid for my own food. :( 

But anyway, this kamala vilas (notice the different spelling) wasn't vegetarian so YAY

I ordered a Bathura(if thats how u spell it) and was sooo dissapointed cause it looked flattish, rather than spherical, but once i tasted it... ah!!!

It was really really good! and they gave me two sauces instead of just the chickpeas one... the other one was like some spicy thing with *squeals with delight* little tofu!! so nice!! Yumyum

Paul's dad was nice to me, he asked if i wanted mutton curry too so there would be some meat (although looking back, i could've just shared with paul, since he couldn't finish his either) and it was really really good mutton curry okay. the mutton was soft and tender so it was easy on the teeth (and tongue!) 

But the portions were so huge we could neither of us finish it. Oh but it was really good, and oh my I've been going on and on about food!! lol. so Singaporean. 

After that we went over to kallang. 

I got to spend some time with paully waully, not alone, but thats fine, I didnt mind. 

I liked it. I was happy.

I wanted to meet sali, actually, but i dont know where she ran off too. :( :( I miss you girl!!

I miss sonya too. what has the kuti been up with?!

And that pretty much summed up my day, which very conveniently ruined my plans to complete the FOM essay. Lizzie!!! * knock knock* get a life!! okok, im going on to it! except that its nearly 11 in the night and have thus lost all inspiration to do my work! cries!! why!! am I like that! 

motivation tips, anyone? 

or am I just trying to escape from something? 

right. 

Night Rambles

I.
A scratch is all it takes
to leave an etch on forever
A line - so shallow
yet firm- and unyielding
On unwritten, virgin skin
already tainted
by sins of the flesh
It's in abandon where
silence sheaths her claws
And tears so sharp
Where sadness plays accomplice
Thy Victim- the Heart.
Yet it's on the outside where it shows
though not nearly enough
Eyes never want to befall
On unholy ground

II.
Nocturne steals upon thy shadow
Unwittingly you recline
Unwillingly I resigned
I couldn't wait for dawn
did you not know?
Who, but the moon watched
As I gave in to the vice
Of woman?
What, but plastic coldness
felt my hands
Unfalteringly writing on my skin
Not with words owned,
But the marks left- from yours
and these actions that thus
Caused me to bleed?
But that the hurt
While you, laid unstirred in night's lulling hands
Did not know.

Taste of her cherry chapstick

It occurs to me that I really should be starting on SAM. 

Yes, I will! Go Lizz. 

Also I have a surprise for Sali. and Paul.  Except I can't find it. And I hope I can by mid Jul. I hope you'll like it though!

excel is interesting, excel rocks, excel will be my key to financial solutions. 

Delicious Demon

Two men need/one money but/ One money/ Needs no man
The sugarcubes songs have been a hit with me lately. albeit that irritating guy who randomly raps weirdly.
Oh, there's this cool song called I kissed a girl. Sharon intro-ed it to me. its kinda cool
We've been, as sharon puts in on her blog, acting like secondary school boys alot lately
well, I agrued that we're more mature and hard core than them, but whatever it is, its probably not gonna stop!
Future plans to set up another SPH - any guesses what it stands for?
Not Singapore- our mentality was, if you can't join them, beat them!
We're gonna start magazines all with suggestive names hahaha
Sha- Come
Chan- bang
dal- hard
me: wet
lol. it could start by neing online magazines. I can't wait to learn web designing. hehe today we were obsessed with the sick concept of penile inversion and subjects along that matter
Guys, are u freaked out yet? lol. Also we're becoming unabashedly open over what we talk about. I think we scare the class away.
The fact that we're called 'Lazy Anorexics' under one project doesn't help.

By the way, I think George Michael WAS quite hot in his heydey
LOL today i went out with Paul after school. and dont get the wrong idea, okay, we hung out at orchard so yeah
I got those watermelon sweets i adored so and starbucks which i'd been craving for but was too broke to ever afford it till today(id been saving up!)
It was really nice cause its been really long since we really got to hang out.
Also I have an itb test next week on excel and for your information I am 7 weeks behind in it. its okay, sam will help me, right?
Sam is my last hope. Please help me.
Okay. the reason why I am gradually sounding more and more retarded as I go on is because my brain in slowing from dual core to pentium 2 and then 1 and sooner or later its gonna shut down from incompatibility.
Go, Sugarcubes!

Underachievers please try harder

I'm making a habit out of titling my posts after Camera Obscura's songs.
I can't help it that they're scarily applicable to my life!
So I'm bloggin in ITB(what's new?) ad wearing my Mortisha Aadams dress(the first time since in bought it last year) and red lip liner on my eyes.
We had a presentation on cults.
I have an excel shit to passap by tmrw.
Basically my first week of school has been VERY haphazard... is it because I couldnt be bothered to make time to work during the holidays?
God I really don't want this to snowball on to next week. I wish I could write about things that really matter on my blog. like opinions on poverty, or social outcasts... or something. Would you believe I have none? Instead my mind is endlessly thinking about acquiring more and more! clothes! Like this!



They are, once agian from swirl. I love the top, i think the bottom is cool. I dont know where to get the money to get it...maybe I'll ask my mom. Hmm. I wonder if swirl is still having a sale... let me ctrlT and check...
Hmm. swirl has a sale. buy one and get 50% off the second. it quite good, but that would mean, still, spending about $150 and where am I gonna get that kinda money man!!
Oh well. I still havent made my choli and I have lots of pictures to post but i dont know where they are!!! Sali made a lemon cheesecake for her mom!!! sali, did it work out?!
By the way, Sali is a vulgarity in Hindi... are u sure u still wanna be called sali?
how about lima? or alim? lol

Your Picture - Tracyanne Cambell

My friend she told me such a story
But she didn't know what I knew
I laughed with my friend when she got to the end
And I knew we were laughing at you

She told me you'd made some money
You got yourself framed on the wall
And people come by, and they look at your face
And they say it's the fairest of all

Of course you protect, That's what you do best
And you're modest and shy to the end
You're watching them, as they're looking at you
And you know it was money well spent

She told me you'd given up drinking
To be with somebody you knew
You tried to get into the bible
but it never got into you
But you still got some loyal disciples
I supposed that I'm one of the few

And I shouldn't have laughed cause I mean you no harm
But my friend got to me before you
So next time I see you, I'll be pleased to see you
I hope you'll be pleased to see me
I'll visit your picture, I won't have the nerve to tell them they got you all wrong

Nice, right?

Footloose and Fancy Free

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.
On this part of the hall sat a bunch of kids in blue, on that part of the hall sat many kids in yellow.
On the left side sat kids as sweet as rose milk, on the right side sat kids who were wronged.
so started my CIP on thursday.
Kids are the devil's minions, I swear.
Kids can also be very loveable (but in no way will they ever be angels)
I would like to volunteer again...someday. :)

Picture montage! LOL some sweet sweet kids (not the horribe ones) that caught my heart (sorry, paul) on thursday

Thats us at TONE's ISOTONIC lol... it was nice. I wish I could sing like that too. (sorry again paul, why did we not take pictures!)
I wanted to post pictures of my Sari but upon closer inspection I find out that they were not nice pics at all! so yyeeeaaaahhhh. Also I haven't made my choli top yet. money!!! oh money!!! which reminds me I'd better call max brenner!
Aca championships are in August
I haven't studied or done any homework ah lizzzzzzzz!!!!!

You Held the Light In Your Hands

You held the light in your hands
and I bask in its glow
I only knew what was cold;
So I beg you, don't go

You are- the shoulders to my head
Your support is my strength
Like he hands to my arms
Your right; my command

How music and ears
can get along so- you made
My stringless breath sing
And I beg you: don't go

You are- the floor to my knees
My eyes to my grieve
The light in your hands
Has kept me burning the past

And when in ashes I suffer
What my clothes cannot cover
Hold your light over me
So that no-one will see

The air to my breath
is all tainted by you
The sparks from your fire
by one, not a few

So what you cannot say
has taught me to feel
You touch what needs to melt
so hold- and see that i will

You hold the light in your hands
and my heart's in its glow
So I know its called love
Now I beg you: Don't go.