Escapism

We find ways to put aside the present work looming unattractively in front of us

we find ways to escape it

i find it in blogging. 

but reality calls me away...

Will I ever...?

I shall follow suit with Sonya and post this in response to her last post, because I liked it so much. 

Will liz ever do anything constructive this year to save her life?! (And GPA) =((

Today was nice, though, at the expense of my study plan!!

We didn't have CD, so class ended at 1330. So we decided to head down to bugis to check out the Nike shop, for our FOM projekt. It was nice, cause we never went 'shopping' together before

although it wasnt actually shopping, more like bugging the sales assistants. But the guy was nice. 

After that I decided to meet paully waully, cause he was in the area

so we trotted down to Bugis street, and we looked at alot of 'auntie' style accessories. which was, blah. and I met Paul and his dad at lasalle, for he had to pay for school fees, troublesome things, after which we went to Sri Kamala vilas to eat. Sigh

I feel damn bad okay, this is like the gazillionth time Mr. Bashyam (senior) has bought food for us all (namely Paul and I, and Mirza too, sometimes) and I never even paid for my own food. :( 

But anyway, this kamala vilas (notice the different spelling) wasn't vegetarian so YAY

I ordered a Bathura(if thats how u spell it) and was sooo dissapointed cause it looked flattish, rather than spherical, but once i tasted it... ah!!!

It was really really good! and they gave me two sauces instead of just the chickpeas one... the other one was like some spicy thing with *squeals with delight* little tofu!! so nice!! Yumyum

Paul's dad was nice to me, he asked if i wanted mutton curry too so there would be some meat (although looking back, i could've just shared with paul, since he couldn't finish his either) and it was really really good mutton curry okay. the mutton was soft and tender so it was easy on the teeth (and tongue!) 

But the portions were so huge we could neither of us finish it. Oh but it was really good, and oh my I've been going on and on about food!! lol. so Singaporean. 

After that we went over to kallang. 

I got to spend some time with paully waully, not alone, but thats fine, I didnt mind. 

I liked it. I was happy.

I wanted to meet sali, actually, but i dont know where she ran off too. :( :( I miss you girl!!

I miss sonya too. what has the kuti been up with?!

And that pretty much summed up my day, which very conveniently ruined my plans to complete the FOM essay. Lizzie!!! * knock knock* get a life!! okok, im going on to it! except that its nearly 11 in the night and have thus lost all inspiration to do my work! cries!! why!! am I like that! 

motivation tips, anyone? 

or am I just trying to escape from something? 

right. 

Night Rambles

I.
A scratch is all it takes
to leave an etch on forever
A line - so shallow
yet firm- and unyielding
On unwritten, virgin skin
already tainted
by sins of the flesh
It's in abandon where
silence sheaths her claws
And tears so sharp
Where sadness plays accomplice
Thy Victim- the Heart.
Yet it's on the outside where it shows
though not nearly enough
Eyes never want to befall
On unholy ground

II.
Nocturne steals upon thy shadow
Unwittingly you recline
Unwillingly I resigned
I couldn't wait for dawn
did you not know?
Who, but the moon watched
As I gave in to the vice
Of woman?
What, but plastic coldness
felt my hands
Unfalteringly writing on my skin
Not with words owned,
But the marks left- from yours
and these actions that thus
Caused me to bleed?
But that the hurt
While you, laid unstirred in night's lulling hands
Did not know.

Taste of her cherry chapstick

It occurs to me that I really should be starting on SAM. 

Yes, I will! Go Lizz. 

Also I have a surprise for Sali. and Paul.  Except I can't find it. And I hope I can by mid Jul. I hope you'll like it though!

excel is interesting, excel rocks, excel will be my key to financial solutions. 

Delicious Demon

Two men need/one money but/ One money/ Needs no man
The sugarcubes songs have been a hit with me lately. albeit that irritating guy who randomly raps weirdly.
Oh, there's this cool song called I kissed a girl. Sharon intro-ed it to me. its kinda cool
We've been, as sharon puts in on her blog, acting like secondary school boys alot lately
well, I agrued that we're more mature and hard core than them, but whatever it is, its probably not gonna stop!
Future plans to set up another SPH - any guesses what it stands for?
Not Singapore- our mentality was, if you can't join them, beat them!
We're gonna start magazines all with suggestive names hahaha
Sha- Come
Chan- bang
dal- hard
me: wet
lol. it could start by neing online magazines. I can't wait to learn web designing. hehe today we were obsessed with the sick concept of penile inversion and subjects along that matter
Guys, are u freaked out yet? lol. Also we're becoming unabashedly open over what we talk about. I think we scare the class away.
The fact that we're called 'Lazy Anorexics' under one project doesn't help.

By the way, I think George Michael WAS quite hot in his heydey
LOL today i went out with Paul after school. and dont get the wrong idea, okay, we hung out at orchard so yeah
I got those watermelon sweets i adored so and starbucks which i'd been craving for but was too broke to ever afford it till today(id been saving up!)
It was really nice cause its been really long since we really got to hang out.
Also I have an itb test next week on excel and for your information I am 7 weeks behind in it. its okay, sam will help me, right?
Sam is my last hope. Please help me.
Okay. the reason why I am gradually sounding more and more retarded as I go on is because my brain in slowing from dual core to pentium 2 and then 1 and sooner or later its gonna shut down from incompatibility.
Go, Sugarcubes!